maybe
the whole love thing
is just a grown-up version
of Santa Claus
just a myth we've been fed
since childhood
so we keep buying magazines
and joining clubs
and doing therapy
and watching movies
with hit pop songs
played over love montages
all in this pathetic attempt
to explain why our love Santa
keeps getting caught
in the chimney.
Monday, July 28, 2008
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Losing hope...
The last thing that I thought that I would never lose was "Hope". Well I guess I'm shocked to say that I have lost it. It's the hardest and toughest thing to lose. Whenever I have had nothing to hold onto, I always had “Hope” to get me through each day. Now I have lost the last bullet that I had left to live. I don’t see a point in living anymore. I have lost the purpose of life, the reason to live...
Friday, July 25, 2008
To people who are still holding on:
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be, and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it.
If that person doesn’t worth it now, it’s not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now.
If that person doesn’t worth it now, it’s not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now.
To people who are possesive:
It breaks your heart to see the one you love
Happy with someone else
But it's more painful to know that the one you love
Is unhappy with you.
Happy with someone else
But it's more painful to know that the one you love
Is unhappy with you.
To people who are heartbroken:
Heartbreaks last as long as you want
and cut as deep as you allow them to go
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks
But to learn from them.
and cut as deep as you allow them to go
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks
But to learn from them.
To people who are single:
Love is like a butterfly.
The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, It will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love is only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.
So take your time and choose the best.
The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, It will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love is only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.
So take your time and choose the best.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
One word
It's been said that there is one word that will free us from all the weight and pain of life, and that word is love, and I believe that. It doesn't mean that it hasn't been hard or that it won't be, it just means that I found a stillness and bravery in myself with you. You make me brave and I will love you always.
Don't belong
Sometimes I feel incredibly disconnected, uncomfortable in my own skin. Or kind of like I don't fit into this world. Like I was born at the wrong time, and I don't belong.
Owe
Life is short and opportunities are rare. And we have to be vigilant in protecting them and not only the opportunities to succeed but the opportunity to laugh , to see the enchantment and to live. Because life doesn't owe us anything, In fact I think we owe something to the world.
A dagger to the heart
The hardest part is
A dagger to the heart
Its when the dreams pass you by
and you've made all these excuses
why it didn’t happen
and then, one day
you have that epiphany,
we just weren’t good enough
we can have the goods
I mean if we did
well, we wouldn't be here would we?
A dagger to the heart
Its when the dreams pass you by
and you've made all these excuses
why it didn’t happen
and then, one day
you have that epiphany,
we just weren’t good enough
we can have the goods
I mean if we did
well, we wouldn't be here would we?
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
The Last Goodbye Part III: Thick and Thin
We have been through thick and thin, but we never let go of each other. We always stayed close and we didn’t let anything or anyone come between us. That’s what I appreciated the most. You’re the only one who saw me for who I am, not from where I came from or what I have done in the past. You believed in me. It’s because of that, that I am the person I’ve become. You showed me so many things and I have learned numerous things from you.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Strange
It's a strange world when the least important thing is doing well and the most important thing is just hanging on.
I gave you my heart...
I gave you my heart , That's all I can give to you , If that's not enough for you , then I'm not enough for you.
Misery
I've spent a lot of time being miserable. It's like misery's an old friend. And it tricks you sometimes into thinking that it's just always gonna be there, that you can't be happy. But you can. You can walk away from pain, and I think being in love's the best way to do it.
Fit In
Don't be too fat, or too thin, or too dark, or too light; don't be too sexual, or too chaste, or too smart, or too dumb. Be yourself. But make sure you fit in.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
The journey is the destination
Looking back on what I said all those years ago, all the hopes and dreams I had, I've come to the conclusion that if having things turn out the way you wanted them to is a measure of a successful life, then some would say I'm a failure. The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past. And recognize that every day won't be sunny, and when you find yourself lost in the darkness and despair, remember it's only in the black of night you see the stars. And those stars will lead you back home. So don't be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and fall, cause most of the time, the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you'll get everything you wish for. Maybe you'll get more than you ever could have imagined. Who knows where life will take you. The road is long and in the end, the journey is the destination.
A promise
Remember tonight. For it is the beginning of always. A Promise, like an award for persisting through life all alone. The belief in each other & the possibility of love. A decision to ignore or simply rise above the pain of the past. A covenant which at once binds two souls & severe prior ties. A celebration with the chance taken, and the challenge that lies ahead. With two will always be stronger than one, like a team risen up against the tempest of the world. And love will always be the guiding force in our lives. For tonight is a mere formality, only an announcement of feelings long held, promises made long ago in the sacred space of our hearts.
Give your heart
If you're always looking for reason's not to be with somebody, then you'll always find them. And I guess at some point you should let go of that and give your heart what it deserves
Lyric People Vs Music People
I've got this theory that there are 2 types of people in this world. There are lyric people and there are music people. You know the lyric people tend to be analytical...all about the meaning of the song. They're the ones you see with of the CD insert out like 5 minutes after buying it, pouring over the lyrics, interpreting the hell out of everything. Then there's the music people,who could care less about the lyrics as long as it's got a good beat and you can dance to it. I don't know, sometimes it might be easier to be a music girl and not a lyric girl. But since I'm not just let me say this: Sometimes things find you when you need them to find you. I believe that and for me it's usually song lyrics.
Why do relationships have to be so hard?
Why do relationships have to be so hard?
Because being alone is even harder.
Because being alone is even harder.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Blah, Blah, Blah...
life is just blah blah blah
you hope for blah
and sometimes you find it
but mostly its blah
and waiting for blah
and hoping you were right about the blahs you've made
and then just when you think you've got the whole blah dame thing figured out
and you are surrounded by the ones you blah
death shows up
and blah blah blah...
you hope for blah
and sometimes you find it
but mostly its blah
and waiting for blah
and hoping you were right about the blahs you've made
and then just when you think you've got the whole blah dame thing figured out
and you are surrounded by the ones you blah
death shows up
and blah blah blah...
The Last Goodbye Part II: Move on
I know that people have to move on and all the crap, but that doesn’t help me cope with all this. I guess I can’t eat the cake and have the cake. I miss doing the simplest things that we used to do. Like remember there was once we went out for a drive and we stopped at the beach somewhere near your place, and you made me walk a mile on the beach. That was fun in an odd sort of way. I guess I hated that you made me do it but I felt great afterward, as now I realize that those are the things I miss the most. We used to go to the pier and just stop the car and watch the boats in the harbor, the sea and just talk about stuff. We used to walk from the library and wait until you get your ride home. I miss the drives we had, every Thursday when you bring the car. I miss the times when we went to watch movies and all the walks we used to have around town after lectures. Don’t you miss those times?
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
The Last Goodbye Part I
I miss you. Everyday. I miss the conversations we used to have. I miss having someone around to listen. I miss the feeling of being me when I’m with you. Ever since we went our separate ways, I have become a mess. I still am. I still regret the fact that I left so soon, I just wish that I can take it back and spend more time with you. The main reason that I felt that I should leave was I couldn’t handle the fact that you have finally found someone and you were slipping away from me. I just couldn’t do anything about it. I was helpless. So I thought that the best way to solve this was by leaving you. I guess that made your life much easier. In a way I’m glad that it had to be that way and I would be completely lying if I told you this. That day was one of the days that I would regret most for the rest of my life.
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Thursday, July 3, 2008
The rest of your life
You can choose to blame your circumstances on fate or bad luck or bad choices.
Or you can fight back.
Things aren't always going to be fair in the real world. That's just the way it is.
But for the most part, you get what you give.
Rest of your life is being shaped right now. With the dreams you chase....The choices you make....and the person you decide to be.
The rest of your life is a long time. And the rest of your life starts right now.
Or you can fight back.
Things aren't always going to be fair in the real world. That's just the way it is.
But for the most part, you get what you give.
Rest of your life is being shaped right now. With the dreams you chase....The choices you make....and the person you decide to be.
The rest of your life is a long time. And the rest of your life starts right now.
Diaries
Someone once said; 'It’s the good girls who keep diaries. The bad girls never have the time. Me… I just wanna live a life I’m gonna remember. Even if I don’t write it down.
The person you are...
And Hansel said to Gretel, 'Let us drop these breadcrumbs... so that together we find our way home. Because losing our way would be the most cruel of things.' This year.. I lost my way.
And losing your way on a journey is unfortunate. But, losing your reason for the journey... is a fate more cruel.
The journey lasted eight months. Sometimes I traveled alone, sometimes, there were others who took the wheel -- and took my heart. But when the destination was reached, it wasn’t me who arrived...it wasn't me at all.
And once you lose yourself, you have two choices: find the person you used to be... or lose that person completely.
Because, sometimes, you have to step outside of the person you've been. And remember the person you were meant to be. The person you wanted to be. The person you are.
And losing your way on a journey is unfortunate. But, losing your reason for the journey... is a fate more cruel.
The journey lasted eight months. Sometimes I traveled alone, sometimes, there were others who took the wheel -- and took my heart. But when the destination was reached, it wasn’t me who arrived...it wasn't me at all.
And once you lose yourself, you have two choices: find the person you used to be... or lose that person completely.
Because, sometimes, you have to step outside of the person you've been. And remember the person you were meant to be. The person you wanted to be. The person you are.
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
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