I’ve made so many mistakes and others made a mistake by allowing me to enter their lives. Because all I do is mess everything up. I just make everything worse for everyone. I know that I have been unfair to you all the time and I am a very selfish person. Who does not give a damn about anything else but my problems and what I am going through.
Today I did something terrible to you. I don’t know whether you would forgive me for it, but I know for sure that I won’t forgive myself for putting you through that. What goes around comes around right? Well if its any constellation, I am paying for it every second. I know that no matter what I say or do will make things better. I have caused you enough pain. Being with someone like me will only make your life a living hell.
So to you the trouble of more suffering by being with me, I would suggest that we should go on our separate lives just as fate intended to lead us. Maybe we were never meant to be together. But I sincerely pray and hope that you would never ever in your life encounter a monster like me.
