Mattered

Your whole life is ahead of you and you have big plans, big plans
you find your perfect match, the one that completes you, but as you get older,
you realize that its not always that easy,
its not until the end of your life that you realize that the plans you made are simply plans,
because at the end when you are looking back instead of forward,
you wanna believe that you made the most of what life gave you,
you wanna believe that you are leaving something good behind,
you wanted all to have mattered...

Something better...

It’s been said that the saddest thing a man will ever face is what might have been. But what of a man whose faced with what was? Or what may never be? Or what can no longer? Choosing the right path is never easy. It’s a decision we make with only our hearts to guide us. But sometimes we find our way to something better. Sometimes we fight through the regret and remorse of our mistakes, our malice and our jealousy and the shame we feel for not being the people we were meant to be. And that’s when we find our way to something better. Or when something better finds its way to us.

Another Day...

He’s the first thing I think about everyday. How is he? Does he miss me like I miss him? How do I get him back? & then another day without him begins..

True Love

Do u believe in true love? Its a big question, and its the only question left to ask.
Does this mean that theres only one person for each and everyone of us?
Its a total fairy tale made up by Madison avenue to sell cosmetics and by mothers to keep their daughters virtue. Frankly i felt sorry for all the women who have been bought into that myth.

Make a wish...

Make a wish & place it in your heart. anything you want - everything you want.

Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. You never know where the next miracle, is gonna come from, the next smile, the next wish come true.

But if you believe that it's right around the corner...and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it...

You just might get the thing you're wishing for.

The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it?

Good. Now believe in it with ALL your heart.

Tonight I wanna cry...

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Echoes, Silence, Patience and Grace

I wish I could change some of the things about how I've acted in the last couple of years. I guess I'm just disappointed in myself. You know, i told xxxx that if he loved his fiance then i would learn to be okay with that, because i wanted him to be happy. But really i just wanted us to be happy, like me and him, then when he did marry her, I felt terrible, my heart is breaking right now. And i come in here, and i sit in silence and hear the echoes of who we used to be. And so I wish for patience and grace and strength to just let him be happy. And mostly I pray for the strength to not make his life worse because of what I want. Thats the toughest part, letting go, you know? That's the part of grace that really sucks.

Picture

You ever look a picture of yourself, and see a stranger in the background? It makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. How many moments of other people's life have we been in. Were we a part of someone's life when their dream came true or were we there when their dream died? Did we keep trying to get in, as if we were somehow destined to be there, or did the shot take us by surprise? Just think, you could be a big part of someone elses life, and not even know it.

Memories

I feel as if I'm loosing the people around me, the most closest friends. They seem to have forgotten what we did and have been through together. It can be the most valueless thing. I take comfort in those things when my world is dark and grey. In a way I feel as I'm losing myself in other peoples memories, but they say that as long as you remember its all that matters. I'm just wondering will that be enough...