Thursday, August 20, 2009

Monday, May 25, 2009

A picture is worth a thousand words . . .


Love



Friendship



Divine



Solitude



Sorrow



Pain



Departure


Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Believe

Take a look at yourself in the mirror
Who do u see looking back
Is it the person u wanna be
Or was there someone else that u were meant to be
The person you should have been
But felt short of

If someone tell u that u cant
Or u wont
Because u can
Believe that love it out there
Believe that dreams come true everyday
Because they do

Sometimes happiness doesn't come from money or fame or power
Sometimes happiness comes from good friends, family and from the quiet nobility of leading a good life
Believe that dreams come true everyday
Because they do

so take a look in that mirror and remind yourself to be happy
because u deserve to be

Believe that

And believe that dreams come true everyday

Because they do . . .

Friday, May 15, 2009

Pain n Happiness

Sometimes pain become such a huge part of your life that you expect it to be their because you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't. But then one day you feel something else, something that feels wrong only because its so unfamiliar.And in that moment you realize your happy.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

The Quarter-Life Crisis


It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like.You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.

You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.

You look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.

Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure.

You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you're doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person. You want to settle down for good because now all of a sudden that becomes top priority. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic.

You begin to think a companion for life is better than a hundred in the shack and for once you would not mind standing tall for that special someone which otherwise you had never thought of until now.You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!

What you may not realize is that every one reading this relates to it.We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.

We call it the "Quarter-life Crisis"

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Found a Friend

Recently i got to know a rather unique character, initially no one would say that she's unique at all, but needless to say, i guess most people would agree that she does have a healthy appetite.since i don't really have many close friends,it was not easy to let someone in much too quickly. but i guess she was an exception, she's an excellent listener as i have come to know. In the world that we live in, its hard to find someone who would actually listen to what u got to say and truly respond to it. i found this as a unique trait. Every day I wake up hoping to find some answers to life’s questions. she did help me cope with the pain, the regrets and everything else that is in store in this journey called life. I found a friend, and regrettably lost her as well.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Cup of Coffee

Life is like having a cup of coffee
You sit by the side of the window, lift the cup
& take a careless sip,
only to realize somebody
forgot to put the sugar.
Too lazy to go for it . . .
You somehow struggle through the sugarless cup . . .
Until you discover undissolved sugar crystal sitting at the bottom
That's how life is . . .
We do not make an effort to value
What is around or within us . . .

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Realize

Realize that when your heartbreaks, you got to fight like hell to make sure that you're still alive.Because you are.And that pain you feel? That's life. The confusion and fear? That's there to remind you, that somewhere out there is something better and that something is worth fighting for.

Friday, February 6, 2009

Answers

You spend your whole life looking for answers
because you think the next answer will change something
maybe it will make you a little less miserable
and you know that when you run out of questions
You don't just run out of answers
You run out of hope . . .

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Four Years, One Month and Twenty Three Days

Its been four years, one month and twenty three days since it all happened. I’m still trying to cope with it all. I must say that friends, university life and work have kept my life occupied for the past few years. However that doesn’t mean that I have completely forgotten my past or how I ended up here. They say time heals old wounds, but I’m here to say that it didn’t really help me, it only made me cope and adjust to the life I have right now. I wish there was a way to erase this pool of memories that I have of my past. So much memory keeps emerging at the weirdest times. I wonder why things like these happen to people, is it just bad karma?

Monday, January 19, 2009

In the end . . . it doesn't even matter ! ! !

Grow the hell up...

We were in love and it was amazing. But seeing it and hearing it just makes me realize how happy i was. I want to be that happy again. I do. So i'm just gonna grow the hell up and focus on the good things in life.

Friday, January 16, 2009

The Past . . .

The past is always with us, just waiting to mess with the present.