Mattered

Your whole life is ahead of you and you have big plans, big plans
you find your perfect match, the one that completes you, but as you get older,
you realize that its not always that easy,
its not until the end of your life that you realize that the plans you made are simply plans,
because at the end when you are looking back instead of forward,
you wanna believe that you made the most of what life gave you,
you wanna believe that you are leaving something good behind,
you wanted all to have mattered...

Something better...

It’s been said that the saddest thing a man will ever face is what might have been. But what of a man whose faced with what was? Or what may never be? Or what can no longer? Choosing the right path is never easy. It’s a decision we make with only our hearts to guide us. But sometimes we find our way to something better. Sometimes we fight through the regret and remorse of our mistakes, our malice and our jealousy and the shame we feel for not being the people we were meant to be. And that’s when we find our way to something better. Or when something better finds its way to us.

Another Day...

He’s the first thing I think about everyday. How is he? Does he miss me like I miss him? How do I get him back? & then another day without him begins..